life at batu pahat
batu pahat.. here i m,tp the life kat sini mmg suck habis.lagi2 bila korang kat O&G.eventhough the day session korang free tak banyak bender nak buat.tp time malam korang will change to an owl.the on-call 7 to 5 really challenge my body system….
at night students nurse weren’t there to help u so basically everything is on ur own.so honestly all these made me having nightmare everytime i closed my eye.it seemed like i have been trapped in the delivery suite forever….maybe because i m not really enjoying with what i did… everything i did is not for ALLAH but to pleaase other people… imagine everytime i closed my eyes, i would dream that the staff nurse scold me… that’s not right this not perfect bla bla bla…. even in my dream i dreamt that i forgot to count the contraction n bla bla bla… ultimately, i didnt have enough sleep which make my eyes doubled its’ eye bags…… really pethatic….
