lama giler tak menaip bender2 mengarut ni… haha… tp need to updating my blog biasalah ramai fans kan… (dush2 killing myself)…. hmm now aku ngh posting surgery the good news is aku akan dapat datuk kandar for my exam and now i try to study burkit from cover to cover (is it good news..? agak ler… hahahhaa) bad news are… aku dok mengutip citer2 sedih patient… but the good way to think bout it… it make me learn that our life isnt tht easy……
aku rasa ramai yang tahu about this guy… a patient with aneurysm and burst and got subarachnoid haemorrhage.. (what the hell she is talking about hahahah) yup the 33 year old guy…. actually after two week kat ward tu akhirnya aku dpat tahu yang pompuan muda yang selalu gak laa datang kat situ is his wife… actually that woman selalu jer datang tapi aku yang tak melekat kat hospital… and the sad thing is they have a baby aku rasa baya2 ijaz kot sebab still breast feed… tak pun muda sebulan dua bulan dari ijaz…. sedih tak…. cuba korang bayangkan within a few months (i think approximately two months) korang hilang dunia korang… korang use to be some1 yang boleh berlari, do everything by ur own… kerja, ada income sendiri…. suddenly by a glimpse…. berdebush…. everything dissappear…. takyah citer about working or walking.. eventhough wanna to popo u unable to control it…. and nak tambah sedih… u need someone else to clean it…. bayangkan a dignity as A man doesnt have any meaning at all for u now…. sad kan… kadang2 terfikir is craniotomy ker anything invasive procedure that being done to treat the SAH prob… is it really necessary… is it really helpful…. entah ler… aku surgery2 ni hampeh…
ops lupa lak nak berlagak kat korang (cheh takder tanda2 repent langsung after 3 weeks surgery) i bought new digi cam and new bag…. hehe sebenarnya aku tak kuarkan satu sen pun…. digi cam tu my sister yang belikan… instead of giving me monthly pocket money i ask her to buy something lagi worthy… and best yer digi cam ni adalah… eventhough pic tu gambar static kan tp korang boleh dengar suara korang ckp masa tu…. when i told azi bout this she though i was bluffing as according to her, she used to watched that gadget in doraemon cartoon…. hmmm nampaknya olympus inventor curi idea doraemon… what an ashamed hehehe… (saja nk precise kan world olympus …) eh aku dah ckp ker yg bender tu 10 megapixel? (terguling2 gelak sebab tak percaya sebab lagi nak berlagak)… oklah citer tentang beg baru aku yang best… beg ni pesal tah tiba2 uda aku bermurah hati nak belikan beg baru… maybe sebb aku tumpang barang2 aku kat beg die kot… hehe handbeg aku ladies sangat… so beg ni adlah beg termahal dlm hidup aku lah… last handbag aku rm100 plus jer ni terlebih lebih lak… takper.. bukan aku bayar pun… tahu tak there is a gurl in imu also have the same brand bag with me… and guess what dier punyer pencil case pu lee sport sac gak… (ops terkantoi…. dush dush)…. perasan tak last paragraph ni diitalickan? simple jer… kerana this paragraph totally doent sound like me…. hahahhaah