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mesti korang tertanya pekehal budak ni? atually di kala2 ekonomi br nak pulih balik and duit mara belum pun masuk, cici kesayanganku buat hal!!!!!!!! shooo…. sabar jelah… hmmm it was started masa farah and aku baru balik dari swimming.. as my remote control jatuh masa dlm toilet so terpaksalah aku buka manually… and followed all steps that ronald mcdonald ajar to stop the alarm…. and it worked… so we went home la kan… tp before reached home we stopped for awhile kat petrol station to fill the tank… and apasal tah tergopoh2 punya pasal i forgot to take the car key with me..mlh tergatung2 kat tempat kunci tu… and while i was walking to the counter to pay suddenly i heard cici screamed for help and autolock herself… hahhaa metafora sungguh… actually my car suddenly autolock and the alarm mulalah berbunyi sekuat2 hati… i was so hopeless… i didnt know what to do… i asked the old pakcik pump attendant whether he has phone num tukang kunci.. but he didnt… so i tried to call my dad.. and yup he even couldnt do anything… so aku pun jumpa pakcik tu and said that aku nak balik kejap to take farah’s car so that we could look for tukang kunci… tahu tak pakcik bodoh tu cakap per… (sorry as i m so rude called him stupid here… but cannot help laaa :P) … kalo balik mesti lamakan… so takkan kereta ni nak kat sini jer… (lbh kurang ler bunyinye) per lagi mengamuk ler aku…. macam ler aku teringin sangat kereta aku terlock kat sini… and masalahnya bukan aku yang lock kereta tu… die sendiri kunci diri sendiri… so aku cakap ngan pakcik yang tah per- per tu… pakcik, macam mn saya nak alihkan kereta ni kalau die dah terkunci macam ni…. (menurut Pn farah aku still tersenyum ler masa tu kat pakcik tu… hahahaha actually masa tu aku memang nak mengamuk kat pakcik yang tak munasabah tu)… so kitorang pun betul2 tak tahu nak buat per as house key pun dalam kereta… pastu pakcik tu kononnya nak menolong laa… asked me to asked guys from the carshop depan tu for help…. so aku pun pergi dengan muka tak malunya.. but they also couldnt do anything… i knew that we couldnt do anything if we stood there and stare at the car hoping that it would unlock by itself… so aku and farah just slumberland walked in the dark to go back home… along the way tu driver ambulance pun ngurat kitorang sabar jela… sampai kat dpn pak guard tu ali dah tunggu kitorang sbb farah dah called ali suruh tunggu kat situ.. lagi pun bateri farah dah nak kong… aku terus jumpa guard tanya ada tak num mr lim…. tp mr lim tak der master key tp die kata he knew some1 yang pakar kunci… so while waiting kitorng lepak dulu umah ali… (actually tumpang solat and curi air sejuk segelas, farah curi buah limau sebijik… kitorang pun black mail ali hehehhe dapat ler RM50) and mr lim bg num tt guy who name is also mr lim… so i called him and asked him to come as fast as he could,….. we wait for him at the shell and around 10 minutes waiting he came.. guest what with a few tools.. and no scratch at all… he managed to unlock back seat door… actually he tried the front door first but too tight…. and yup by few minutes cici berjaya dipujuk and alarm pun berhenti…. yang paling aku tak tahan suddenly the remote dah boleh guna semula… lupa nak citer sorang mamat bangla @ pump attendant bangang kedua yang minta kitorang alihkan kereta tu… bodoh kan diorang ni…. obviously bukan aku taknak alihkan kereta tu tp dah terkunci…. kalo diorang tanya apa aku nak buat kalo tak dapat buka… jawapan aku sangat mudah… pecahkan tingkap kereta tu…. so dapat ler kuncikan… hahahaha…. guys dlm hal ni ada dua melayu jer yang tolong aku…. farah and ali… yang lain semua non- malay… dr pak guard india yang aku ingat sombong…(die siap check kitorang kat shell lagi) mr lim, and mr lim junior…. k lah…. penat dah… tu ler citer cici yang merajuk yang menyebabkan melayang duit rm50 aku…

i dont know how to describe the most disgusting movie that i ever watched…. disgusting doesnt mean there is 18sx/pl scenes inside it… but it is about a man who is verbally abused by his mother, and always been humiliated by his boss who also stole his father’s business…  okey that not the worst thing in this film… there are millions of rats in this movie… they said it is a colony but for me it is more than a should be thousands of colony…watching how they kill a human being is definitely killed my appetite… and until the moment i type this post i feel nausea…. gosh… i really …really hate rats….. and i also confused whether is willard has a gift to control the rat and caused the death of his boss or it might be his imagination… i really have no idea… the answer only can be fine if i read the book…. yup… do i have the courage to read the book… i have no idea… we wait and see.. hehehhehe

ths is what i get from one of the web site…hehheheeheheh

H= Harum

U= Untung

Z= Zingy

A= Amanah

I= Ikhlas

F= Fleksibel

A= Alim

H= Harum

hehehehe

lets see what about my sisters’name

HUZAI+AH=mine HUZAI+AH

huzaiMah    M= Mesra

huzaiDah    D= Dinamik

huzaiRIYah  R= Ramah   I= Idealistik   Y= Yakin

huzaiRINah R= Ramah   I= Idealistik    N= Naif

and this is my father’s name

H= Harum

U= Untung

S= Setia

S= Suci

I= Ikhlas

N= Naif…..

lastly my mom’s name

Z= Zingy

A= Amanah

I= Ikhlas

T= Tulus

O= Oportunis

N= Naif

it is so funny how they simple describe every letter in our name… however, at least it give happiness (maybe) to those who name doesn’t have meaning

:p

it isnt that easy but not as harsh as doctor’s life… but still u have to do certain things to safe others’ life….direcly and indirectly…. such as performing cpr… have u ever try to do it?…. honestly when doing it on manikin it seemed so damn easy but when do it on the real patient it is suck…. at manikin we dont have to worry if we have broken the rib.. as manikin doesnt have rib heheheheh….. in real patient a lot of aspects that you really have to consider… is ur hand is placed at the right area…, do u accidently break the rib..?. (it is normal actually as everyone should know that consequences of cpr is rib fracture… according to the mo in charge at A&E, it is better to have a broken rib than missing a life…)… how deep and fast you have to compress? is it too fast until the heart doesnt have time to recoil… or is it to deep until the sternum break apart…? have you check the pulse after two minutes compression? (which most of us never or forget to do it….tho preoccupied in compressing)….and the most important question that you must always ask ur self … is my technique is correct? am i using my elbow to compress or my weight from my shoulder?… at the same time you also have to maintain the oxygen level… outside people have to give mouth to mouth breathing…(some people think it is a french kiss?..please guys… make sure you seal your mouth tightly,tilt the head properly and close the nostril otherwise it is exacly just a useless french kiss not for saving the patient) but in hospital setting usually breathing is given through ambu bag…. and here comes others questions like… is the endotracheal tube is in placed( if u have to intubate the patient) … is it goes to the stomach or to the lungs…. while bagging… how fast and deep you have to bag….and etc.. the most important thing is never give up if your patient doesnt make it…. Allah love them more than us….  we only try our best to save their life… but remember, the life of a person is not in our small hand… but it belongs to the ALMIGHTY…ALLAHu AKBAR…. when ALLAH said KUNFAYAKUN everything can happen… therefore never fail to try to safe the patient but never feel give up when they die….at least we try our best…

hmmm throughout this day i was totally lost…  i thought it was normal at first but it getting worsen at the end of the day…. when ronald, ali and i played pool today, i almost aimed for the white ball not once not twice but thrice.. gosh… i didnt know what is in my mind…. serious i have no idea… hmmmm eventhough i was in my own world but still i only lost once from 5 games cool huh… hehe…. i also lost my id this moring… so damn weird… therefore everytime i wanted to enter conference room two or to go pass the fly over to hospital i had to asked someone else to open it as the id was also an access to all this door… so sad… i really hope that i can find it tomorrow… or i have to pay RM20 for my carelessess.. nabia adviced me to stay focus… but i really have no idea how… hmmmm… i think i need to go swimming to relax my mind…. it must be so cramped with unnecessary thing… and tomorrow i wanna send my clothes to doby to tired and lazy to wash it…. hehhehehe

most of my friend knew how frustated i was when my planned to wetworld pedas had to be cancelled due to berkabung, but it already paid with something else… ehem… yup my sisters, fahmy and i went to waterfall hutan lipur kanching… should i remind u that the pronounciation is kanching not kencing k… hehe…. actually it was quite near from our house… so after zuhur around two o’clock, we went there and reach at the kaki bukit around 3.00 p.m.. we looked for a suitable place which took as quite some times… yup as most of the place wasnt safe for fahmy… but at the end we found place which was very suitable for all of us… (people said that this waterfall was devided into 7-8 small waterfall… hmmm actually i also dont know)… what i knew was the water was so damn cold… until fahmy was shivering badly after hours we played in the water… he was so funny as when we wanted to go home he looked lost as he was too cold… he walked liked a mat pit and even when we asked him to turn,… no response hahaha… it was quite difficult for us to walk around with this small kid… morever the small route that should connect the waterfall from the main route was so steep and slippery… it was a great experience after years havent been to waterfall since gunung pulai incident….

actually my name wasn’t in the list for some reason… but as i had promised to my parent that i m gonna back home last weekend then i went back to johore by fara’s car… we reached johor at 8 and fara continued her journey to her opah’s house…. so the next morning we drove separately as fara gonna stay with keluarga angkat while i were planning to go back home and play with chubby ijaz… however, at that day we had been told that khairiyah who supposely to be fara’s partner at umah keluarga angkat couldnt make due to some reason… then i had to be bidan terjun and joined 100% the programme….. our keluarga angkat this time was pn hjh maryam who was a single mother with 9 children… she is a nice lady but fara said that she has a very scary stare… however the most important thing was throughout the two days we learned how to be an obidient daughter…. (kata pun nak jadi menantu heheheh)….a little bit pressure here and there heheeh but yeah we made it till the end…. hahhaha…..

what ever pun… i was so famous as budak rengit at that kampung as a family at the kampung know my family hahaha… and as u know rumours spread by wind so… yup even when i walked i heard that some of them said… anak cikgu tu… hahah anak cikgu yang tah peper… hahaha

sorry i dont have any pic …. but we took some pic… showing how hardworking we are as a construction worker hahhaha….