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Alhamdulillah… hari yang dinantikan oleh semua umat islam telah tiba…. di hari yang mulia ini (gosh so skema)…. aku minta ampun banyak2 kat kawan2 aku khususnya all imu’s student batch c207.. mintak ampun and halalkan makan minum aku… guys…korang memang best ler….sedar tak sedar dah setahun kiter kat clinical school seremban… kenangan pahit manis semua kita dah harungi.. and paling best becoz kite ciput sangat kitorang selalu buat konvoi… gi makan bola2 api laa…. man tomyam laa… capitol laa… tp the moments that we share are the most precious thing in my life…korang laa yang mengajar aku erti kawan and sahabat… mengumpat,bergaduh,berkongsi kisah sedih gembira menjadi asam garam dalam persahabatan kiter…. and for my friends yang lain aku mintak ampun banyak2 becoz menyepi and menyendiri…(again..what is going on to me?)..kawan2 kat kisas, maahad muar, and srk rengit.. i really hope that one day aku dapat kenal korang dengan lebih rapat sebagai diri aku yang sekarang…. pagi raya esok aku nak kena mintak ampun sungguh2 kat ayah aku sebab rajin sangat menyakat dier…. angah aku cakap aku,ayah and fahmy ada masalah mental…hahhahaha…yelah bila aku kacau fahmy ayah aku marah bila aku kacau ayah, aku aku kena marah ngan semua orang hehehehehhe…. peper pun both guys are those who i love most…… raja muda orang ke-tiga…(acheh….)… semua tahukan aku anak ayah….  kalo aku sedih, ayah lah orang yang paling sedih berbanding aku… dah terbukti… kakak2 aku pun dah paham sangat2 malah mak aku pun dah paham… so ampun ayah…hehhehe jap lagi buat lagi…. sempena hari raya ni gak aku nak mintak duit raya kat kawan2 aku yang telah berkerja…woi korang pandang2 kawan korang yang tak bersumber pendapatan ni… and pada those yang baru dapat biasiswa from JPA (farah and azi korang tak terasa ker?) hulur2 ler note merah ker kat aku barang sekeping dua…heehhehe…. wassalam

Alhamdulillah… today was our last sahur in ramadhan.. and i excitedly woke everyone up to join sahur… a thought came across my mind during eating, would there be another ramadhan sahur for me next year… and now my mind was thinking about my beloved fren Allahyarhamah abidah adam who passed away when i was in semester 3 almost 2 and half year ago.(17 august 2006)… (Alfatihah)…. throughout my life, i got two fren who passed away… one was my fren jalil who died in an accident when he was 12 year old…(al-fatihah). and secondly was abidah…. why i sudddenly remembered those people? of course tomorrow is hari raya and the sadness will be felt if one of our family were no longer along with us to celebrate this special day.i m so lucky as eventhough my first sister could not celbrate the first raya together as she is working on that day but at least i know when i miss her i could give her a call or even a visit… besides she is going to celebrate hari raya on the 4th day of eid.. but if one of our family had passed away, only pray could be a connector between us… and if we were lucky we could visit their grave in the morning of eid…. but trust me the feeling was different… we could not hear their voice, could not see their face only charm that ’we come  from Allah and when the time comes we would go back to Him’ make us strong… and while writing this blog i was browsing internet about my late fren Abidah Adam and i could see a few pages about her…. May Allah bless her and may you rest in peace

these two kids adlah cucu kepada cikgu roslan who is our neighbour… mamat is 5 year old while alia 3 year old… a lot of things that i learned by observe these kids behavior… mamat n alia are so close to each other… and they like to play with fahmy who is my nephew… for ur info fahmy is a little bit rough while playing and like to bite people… imagine yesterday he bite me 5 times… but these two kids can play with him and he enjoyed it… they play ball, kuda and kereta… together… our neighbour really love fahmy and they approve fahmy apart of their family…cool huh… heck fahmy got a new baju raya from our neighbour…(gosh his baju raya more than ten pairs)… back to alia and mamat… every morning they would greet salam to us and asked if fahmy in… but most of the time fahmy was sleeping at that moment…. and now fahmy can sit at the bicycle carrier without fall…. mamat would cycle it while alia would nagging to both of them… mamat jangan bawak laju2 nanti fahmy jatuh… fahmy pegang kuat2 nanti jatuh…. they really enjoy playing together.. and they share toys.. i still remeber on that morning my sister saw fahmy held alia’s bear then my sis said why did u take akak’s bear and asked fahmy to return it back and fahmy did… alia  entered the house and her father said that why didnt u share the toy? guess what did alia answer… mak fahmy tak bagi… kahkahkah… this evening we bought them mamee… as usual fahmy would grab alia’s food… then we had to replace it… and as fahmy only one year old kid therefore the food was scattered at the floor… then i heard mamat said.. fahmy makan sepah, sapa nak sapu ni.. cute right… he is only 5 year old but think like an old people… and alia said ‘alia makan tak terabur pun…’ guess how she did it…. every time she wanted to eat the mamee she would squad near the drain… hahhahahha…gtg

this week is the most busy and hectic work… firstly fahmy my nephew has a spiking high fever…. my sister and i take turn to look after him… we sponge tapping him and most of the time we have to give him a bath… he become a passive kid that u would never imagine… as a mix child he is a little bit hyper compare to other kids…. but he does not has ADHD…..if u know how to control him, he could sit quietly especially when he listen to zikir munajat or azan…. and today we went to see a doctor at 12 in the morning as he totally became a different person… a kid who always smile until my father called him budak senyum suddenly didnt want to smile at all…. and if we called his name he didnt response which is totally different from him… his eyes became red and watery… and when i took him to the toilet he was so weak to walk and cried when the water touched his body….guest what the intelligent doctor did… he removed the cool fever on fahmy’s forehead (before this he hate cool fever so much and he would do a lot of trick to take it off) and put the termometer which looked like a negative film and took the reading… absolutely the reading was not accurate… i didnt know why that doctor used that method.. why he didnt use usual termometer and put it at the arm pit… weirdo…

secondly, today i got a new nephew named ijas bin jasmi… ijas mean miracle… actually my sister estimated date of delivery would be on next week however the doctor at hukm decided to induce the labour as they were afraid that the baby is big…  therefore on monday my sister was admitted to hukm and was given first prostin on the next day… on the second day of induction which is on wednesday, at 6 a.m the amniotic membrane was rupture however until 5 p.m the cervical dilatation was only 5 cm…. as the progression was so poor and the fetal started to distress caesarean section was scheduled…  and for ur information my sister is a coward… he scared of blood, surgery and he has a very low pain tolerant therefore caeserean seemed like a death punishment for her… and when we first saw her after the operation she cried and she was terrified whether he would feel the pain after the epidural and the anaes effect deteriorate…. u know what… my sister never dare to sleep if there is no knife or scissor under her pillow or bed… haahhahaha…

thirdly i have to practice swimming and have to reschedule my daily timatable so that i have time to clean up house , baby sitt fahmy, spent time with my family, go shopping and swiming… it is quite difficult as it involve a lot of people… however i hope that my life would never turn haywire….

hmmm…. kepala serabut kalah pompuan beranak sepuluh hahaha… entahlah macam2 nk pk… demam lak tu… berhingus macam budak kecil… mn tak kalo hari2 gi swimming sejam around 8-10 pm…. so berhingus-hingusan la aku…. hmmmm hidung aku tak mengizinkan aku menaip panjang panjang….adios

wawa…. tulah bunyi suara aku menangis…. hehehe… mana taknyer jaga dua orang anak sedara aku yang amat buas…. sampai mak aku cakap ngan diorang… mak ucu bukan babu… sedih atuk, penat2 hantar mak ucu belajar last2 korang buat die macam babu…. hahhahaha…..padan muka anak2 sedaraku….

huhu…akhirnya aku demam… last2 mlm td tk practice swimming…. ni semua angkara bilal bin rabah yang nakal tahap cipan…. n malapetaka bertmbah bila encik danial jahri mengunjungi appartment ni…. yelah bila dua bdk nakal ni berjumpa mean tonggang langgang ler dunia…. hhahahaahha… semalam while aku and along masak kat dapur kitorang noticed why suddenly takder suara budak berdua ni…per lagimencari ler mana budak2 bertuah… and tpt favourite diorng is my 4th sis’s bedroom… danial terus melompat atas katil,buat muka tak bersalah… fahmy lak tertangkap dengan kotak gano kat tangan.. yang kelakar budak ni terfreeze masa kitorang masuk bilik…terkejut kot..hahhahah….hmmm… penat giler jadi baby sitter… then aku membuat kesimpulan…sebulan aku jadi baby sitter bilal bin rabah @ fahmy aku akan mati kering kat sini…huahuahua…hehehhehe

hmmm….. my second session also not too bad…. now i can glide and swim without using kick board….next session on friday…meanwhile i hve to practice by myown….. hmmm…. actually amazing huh i managed to cope with my fear heck i enjoy it…..but tonight kaki semua sakit tangan lenguh…. ni angkara tak warming up la ni…. tp dah 6 bulan lebih aku tak excercise so make sense la kan….  bila my father urut my foot dier membebel… asked me to keep excercise …. oklah ayah… i will

hmmm….. akhirnye aku dh start buat my elective…. mahal gak la aku bayar for the lesson rm450…. but at this far aku sangat2 satisfied…. yelah first lesson aku dh boleh floating… ku pham ramai yng kata floating is easy as abc… but for those yang pernh hampir lemas macam aku even standing in the pool pun boleh lemas…. so a certificate instructor is really  good choice… hmmm…. today is going to be my second lesson… hari ni aku akan belajar kicking hmmm… semalam kicking tak lepas… so mean i have to work harder… gambate…. hmmm…. pasni aku ada satu lagi form or excercise…  oklah got to go…. nak beli kicking board….adios