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semlm i met my parents kat umah along yg baru… so actualli last i met them was on saturday nite before kitorang gi umah kuarga angkat as on sunday diorang dah gi kl…. pagi tu my mom sibuk masak kat umah along kat damansara damai then dier pun tak perasan aku dah tiba… sampai kat umah baru along lak kitorang sibuk buat preparation untuk small doa kesyukuran… sampai lah around 4p.m barulah kitorang boleh relax…. n masa tu mak aku pandang aku lama dier tenung…. tahu apa dier ckp…? kenapa makin hitam ucu? hhahahahahaha……… gosh disebabkan too enthusiastic masa kat kg angkat aku memproses more melanin which menyebabkan kehitamanku berganda…. last time my mom tegur i hitam was masa sibuk training utk khatam silat…. n now sejarah berulang lagi… hem takperlah nak buat mcm mn…. dah memang hitam huhuhuhu

tuhan jadikan hawa dari tulang rusuk adam tapi kenapa hanya hawa yang datang haid adam tidak? guys no need to think that type of question… kalo adam pun datang period penuh sesak dunia ni ngan manusia…. anak2 pun tak tahu macam mn nak panggil parents dier…. silap2 confuse sapa lahirkan dier ayah ker mak… ops ada lagi ker masa tu istilah ayah n mak if both of them having menses? huhuhuhu…. msalahnyer bila seseorang insan tu mengeluarkan cecair bernama menses sebilangan mereka menghidap penyakit bernama sesungut…. @ senggugut or in sientific name dier dysmenorrhoea…. menurut dr timothy song… penyakit ni akan berkurangan if u get married n dapat anak…. boleh caya ker… sebab aku pernah ler terdengar insan2 di dunia kuno ni berkata bahawa sesiapa yang mengalami gejala brsesungut ni maka kemungkinan besar dier mandul…. hem mcm mn nak mengandung if mandul then macam mn sesungut ni nak kuar? musykil2…… hem… tapi aku lebih suka pendapat dr timothy kalo nak baik kahwin n get child…. kesimpulannya di sini…. MAK AYAH ANAKMU INGIN KAHWIN…..hehheh adush….. sah kerana kegatalan tahap maksima ini adalah amat positif aku buat elektif kat tentera johor kerana bakal suami,ayahanda mertua and ninda mertua menunggu kepulanganku…. dush dush… better aku tido dulu before semua orang jadi ting tong…..ehehhehe

today i had my ped exam…. the most awaiting exam as ped is almost the same with internal medicine which i hate most…. (everyone knows my fav posting right? hehhehehehe)… then i took it sambil lewa… i just knew that my exam would be on friday but i didnt double check the time… n this morning angin kemalasan melanda n i made every movement so lembab… i finished taking shower around 7.30 a.m. i asked nabia to check my schedule when she reached imu luckily she msg ali and asked when would be my exam… n while i brushed my teeth fiza knocked the toilet door and told me the most disaster news which was my exam would be at 8 a.m not eleven hehehehehehe…….. within 30 minutes i bersiap and drove to imu… i reached ward 8A by 8.02 a.m… fuyo pecah rekod tu hehehhehe….and at the moment i was the only one who late and ding asked me did i read his msg…. (heheheheh my hp was blocked n i didnt have the PUK number…) while waiting dr Anita sampai i said to them sapalah nak bagi i kes febrile fit which is the most easiest case compared to other(i think so laaa)… however as Dr Anita was late then the cutest MO(lady chinese) chose the patient for me and ding. ding got agn case which his mother was quite uncooperative and me got febrile fit… hehhehehehe……. as i was too nervous becoz i was rushing to the ward i clerked sambil squating…(buruk giler hilang keayuan)…. n here came the hero…. Dr Azmi (he is tall,though and dark but not hensem laaa jst ok) brought a chair for me… kuang kuang kuang…. oklah as i wanted to pujuk that kid to co-operate with me i gave him my toy (cheh Daniel n Fahmi pun tak dapat toy dari aku)…. eventhough febrile fit is an easy case for most of people…. (nabia said so) but i still screwed up as i didnt measure his head circumference and i couldnt answer lumbar puncture question… gosh i need to read more…. however i still satisfied with my performance… eventhough i didnt care what Dr Cheah would think bout my performance (pening dier when feeding history became eating history as i suddenly lost that word..)…. u know what as i was quite pre-occupied with exam i forgot that we have a phone at our home!!!!!!!!!!!!11111 gosh isnt it stupid?… now i can use my phone back hehehehhe

hem dah ditakdirkan tuhan aku lahir bersama2 gen allergy yg dahsyat…. kalo nak tau la ni aku umpama calamine losyen yg bergerak… mn tak nyer habis seluruh badan aku curah losyen tu…. dari aku belasan tahun kot gen2 aku ni mula menunjukkan kebolehan merembes histamine yang sangat banyak… akibatnya… tuan punya badan umpama cacing kepanasan…dan malang bagi aku sebab organ terbeasar dlm bdn manusia adalah kulit kalo tak mesti aku ok jer…. tak silap aku masa aku form 4 aku main kat padang untuk sukan sekolah… seminggu aku kena gatal2 ala2 kena gigit nyamuk… aku ignore jer… pagi jumaat after mandi aku meraung depan bilik asrama sebab badan aku dah mengembang dengan jayanya… kesian kawan2 aku bertungkus-lumus cari warden mintak pinjam garam n bedak…(msa tu tk der sapa tahu calamine losyen hehehe)… bender2 tu hanya bertahan sampai separuh perjalanan aku blk jhr… separuh lagi? kasut and tudung aku jd ketat…. menangis dalam hati jer kang meraung panick lak driver bus tu… sampai umah ayah aku dengan bangganya menyambut kepulangan aku depan rumah padahal aku dah pesan ambil aku depan taman.. per lagi menapak ala2 penguin ler aku… samapai jer depan ayah aku, hujan turun dengan lebatnya bersama kilat sabung-menyabung( heheheh actually aku nangis ler tu).. mengelabah ayah aku… hehehe…. masa aku cuti ting4 naik ting5 aku kena eczema yang dahsyat… jari-jari aku takleh nak tegak pun…makan pun pakai fork n spoon..yelah kulit tapak tangan tak der nak suruh aku meraung ker…. n banyak ler lagi keterroran histamine dalam bdn aku sampaikan pakai minyak pun tak leh sebarang kang kena contact dermatitis…. n la ni akibat too enthusiastic ngan kampung angkat aktiviti kat padang masa hari ahad lepas aku kena gatal2… tak tahu ler sama ada aku boleh gi pbl jap lagi tak… dok menggaru jer sampai telinga2 gatal…adush… hehehehe

last weekend aku,azi n farah join aktiviti kuarga angkat kat parit kardi bt phat… kitorang diserahkan ke kuarga angkat which kitorang so lucky to get cikgu’s Zaleha’s family as our keluarga angkat… kitorang kenal dier agak late as she wasnt there masa penyerahan tu and ada some misscommunication plus ada orang tu sibuk nak buat spec yg hilang buat kali ke-3 utk tahun ni….so kitorang start kenal this family at night masa malam kebudayaan…. masa tu i saw a chubby girl with her mother and terlintas kat otak ni entah2 ni family angkat kitorang n guess what mmg betul pun…. budak chubby tu namanya nabiha, 4 year old….mula2 budak ni takut ngn kitorang salam pun taknak tp biler blk umah diorang she started nak kwn ngan azi n farah(ngan aku? heheheheh x ckp mithali nak jd kakak dier)… pastu mlm tu biha nak tido ngan kitorang siap nangis2 lagi hahhahah.. tp last2 dier sendiri gi bilik mak dier… tp pg2 when kitorang swithched on light datang ler bdk ni main2 ngan kitorang and farah n azi tlg bacakan story book utk dier…(pg2 buta tu).. kat dapur nyayi diorang pelik y biha tak banngun2 lagi..aku pun ckp ler dah bgn tp tersangkut dlm bilik kitorang.. serius sallute ngan family ni semua anak2 kakak ni by 6.30a.m dah bangun n tunggu turn nak masuk toilet… comel sgt…. n pagi tu biha nak mkn ngn kitorang…. budak ni mkn sambal (mmg ler tak pedas) mcm mkn sup tu….. pagi tu kitorang ada senam aerobik and sukaneka then kitorang pun culik akmal n fitri ngn kitorang biha n azim ngn mak diorang nanti…. akmal ni aktif sikit semua benda dier main tak kisah ler menang ker kalah ker….. fitri ni manja sikit… satu game pun tak join… tp when azim n biha sampai dia jaga diorang masa main jongkang- jongket…. ada sekali tu as cuaca dah terlalu panas so fitri n aku dok kat bwh canopy while azim temankan biha main jongkang-jongket, berdua jer as masa tu semua bdk2 lain dah tak der kat situ… terjerit2 azim panggil fitri sebab dier tak leh turun penat dier berusaha tp kat atas gak… sekali sekala jer turun separuh pastu naik blk… pastu farah tlg diorang barulah diorang leh main bender tu….we had a short break in between the game… only us laa kan…. we ate mee goreng together… n biha lak ada prob to eat mee with spoon…. soo…. farah si akak mithali suapkan mee for that girl however tt gurl didnt want to stop eating, spoon after spoon… last2 kitorang mengelabah kang terburai perut bdk ni kang… so i try psycho game… i asked her apa kata if tinggalkan mee to for mamal which is her first brother… dier diam jer… and i asked biha syg abang tak… guess what she shocked her head… kuang kuang kuang… only bcoz of me tiba2 jer tak sayang abang dier…. then it meant that my psycho trick was failed…. so we had to do 2nd trick….terpaksalah aku n farah buka mulut besar2 and telan all the mee… hahahhahaha….. seriously, diorang really nice and i got a very good moment with them…..heheheheh

i hate it… again i got diarrhoea….. n of course every time i got diarrhoea mean i have to stop taking food from that particular shop lah kan…. so now hospital cafe is in my list ahaks….. although the diarrhoea isnt that bad but still it makes me feel so lethargic… plus the colicky pain some more…ush…. dahlah yesterday i lost my spec for the 3rd time in this year… n i dont know how i want to tel my father about it…. kesian ayah to have a daughter like me…. eventhough ayah said that if he doesnt use his money for me…. then for who… yelah hakikat dlm hati mau aku terajang ank aku ni…. hehhehheheheheh.;;

weird title…. mean weird blog la kan…. atas permintaan azi aku tulis gak bender selekeh sedunia ni…. recently i got rhinitis… which is very common for those with eczema and strong family history of allergic reaction macm aku…. salah satu effect bender ni… hidung aku produce extra tahi hidung… kahkahkah nak jugak guna laymen term….. woi pn farah n cik azi relax2 nak muntah pun tahan2 yerk…. oklah as my nose’s factory over prduction so have to increase activity melombong… (gosh getting more selekeh laaaa)…. then as my finger is bigger than my nostril and my nail is sharp then i accidently scratch my septum.(aku melombong guna ibu jari ker…? ker used kapal korek?.confuse2). so swollen n inflammed la kan… which a few hours later started to produce yurky smell…. and watery discharge but no phlegm la kan… then during lunch aku dok bising my nose was so damn painful… and nak dijadikan cerita azi came and sat next to me… n br jer dia nak gaul nasik i asked her to check my nostril laaa kan…. pe lagi kena bambu la ngan ali n azi…. kuang3x….. so kitorang tergelak2 ler coz tah per2… and after eating with help of Fiza’s pen torch we did nose examination kat situ….and the result… no polyps… no engorged turbinate… no discharge…. just redness at the septum…plus sisa2 tahi hidung aku (last ni aku tambah sendiri tapi for sure ader… tul tak azi…woi azi ko buat per tu? jgn lupa nak bernafas k….hahahhahaah)….. before that in the ward while joining ward round with MOs and specialist suddenly the fattest male MO sneezed… ok lah tu… but direcltly and tepat at my ear…. although he covered his mouth still sakit doh gendang2 telinga aku… actually i was so unlucky lah as i was standing behind him then he actually thought nobody was there… gosh…. ting tong ting tong(bunyi per tu?) entahlah my telinga n my brain dah 50%-50% hahahahaha….. k lah sekian cerita hari selekeh sedunia from aku… aku nak gi bersiap for on call… woi pn fara and cik azi korang ok lg tak ker dah ting tong (hahahhahahhah)

once u a medical student it seems like there is a lable on ur forehead… first u r intelligent(ever1 knows that to study medicine u have to score more then 3.7 pointer or in IPTA 4.00 flat) and u r going to get super high salary once  u r graduating……. some people accept it as a  burden as it is a big responsibility, not only to pass wiith flying colour but also to prepare themselves to be as compitent as we could to be future doctor…… however some people preoccupied with the tittle, the respect and the future…. or known as grandiosity… feeling thet they are so damn important and no one is better than them…… (i hope i m not one of them… hehehhehe) ….. i want to share u a story…. just want to share my feeling… those who terasa…. sorry thou hehhehehehe……. few years ago i studied in a ipta at our capital…. i was taking nutrition course at that moment… our faculty has to share with other faculty like medicine and dentistry and etc…. therefore everytime we walk around the faculty it was high probabilty to stumble upon them..especially when walking at the flyover(i dont know what to call it as it wasnt a crossing bridge).. a few times while i was walking with my friends we met a group of medical student…. every1 knows that they like to walk together and rarely mix with other people…. and everytime we met them either we had to stop or we had to walk in a line… y? becoz they would never stop to give us jalan or walk in a line…. there will not… not once but everytime ….. n at first i thought maybe bcoz i felt inferior as i wasnt one of them so i never give a damn but after almost a year and not only happened to me but others too i know this group of student has a feeling of grandiosity in their soul…sometimes if i couldnt tahan as i always had to stop and give them way i sarcasticly said..(awat hang tak campak jer aku ke bawah)……..hahahahaha…. and one more thing that they did to show that they were medical student was wearing a white name tag…. every faculty has different colour of nametag as our student card almost the same…. other faculty not really enthusiastic with this tag but not this group of student….ok i know that i also wear name tag to hospital every day but our name tag and nursing name tag are the same… black lor…. i dont say that ipta is bad and ipts is super…. ok both are equal…. just want to say that doctor should never feel grandious feel big and super as we only ALLAH creatures…. and HE is the want who give us the chance to study medicine… so guys think bout it…(actually more saying to myself)