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8.00 a.m aku mcm biasa buat ward round aku sendiri… sama ada aku update old patient or clerk new cases…. n bila aku check bed 17 which is bed aku ada new patient… a small boy around 1 year old tgh tidur alone…. aku check mn mak budak ni… but i didnt see anyone pun yang approach aku while aku standing kat bed tu… so aku just ignored the bed and proceed my ward round hehheheheh…. around 10.30 a.m dr tan buat ward round and aku overheard laa yang this boy dari rumah anak2 yatim….and from the chest x-ray showed that the heard is damnly big and dr tan asked the mo what treatment that the mo gave to the boy… she answered that what they can do is to stabilise this kid as nothing much that they can do…. then i realize that his heart is really in a very bad condition….. and around 11.00 a.m i saw boon jein and alyssa dok auscultate the baby… so aku pun join venture…. guess what i saw….. that pity boy bukan saja ada patent ductus arteriosus but also is a DOWN SYNDROME baby…. tengah aku auscultate the baby dtg satu nurse ni ank bagi neb kat this baby… so this baby started to cry and refused to get neb…. as to make life easier for everyone aku pangku that baby while the nurse bagi neb…. mula2 the baby cried laaa of course la dah lah terjaga dr tidur…. n kena pangku ngn strangers tp after a while the baby senyap and finished his neb dengan jayanya…. masa aku pangku that baby i was so sad…terfikir sapa laaa insan yang sampai hati buang anak dier… eventhough the baby tu down syndrome ada sakit jantung tapi dier ada hak untuk hidup like other people…. sampai terdetik kat hati aku to call my mom and ask them to adopt this child…. and aku dapat rasakan kalo laa this baby’s mom jaga dier maybe baby ni tak seteruk ni…. maybe at this moment case dier dah referred kat IJN n schedule for surgery to repair the PDA…. n from the baby itself sebab kasih sayang yang dier terima kurang so he doesnt really fight to live…he looks like giving up his life…..

the second case yang aku nak story kat korang about another down syndrome’s baby… budak ni dalam 6 bulan umur dier…. n masa dia admitted to hospital dier tak bernafas at all tinggal nadi jer…. but she is a strong finghter…. dier bukan saja kembali bernafas but she also recovered and blh tersenyum bile kena agah ngan mak dier… yang paling aku kagum adalah her mother… eventhough anak dier down syndrome tp dier layan anak dier ckp ngan anak dier seemed like she would really recovered from down which is never can happen….. the baby pun kelihatan happy and recovered even faster than expectede…..

two different cases showed difference level of happiness and love from mother….. n i m sure at this moment baby alif mesti hope that if he could swap with that girl untuk hari2 terakhir yang tinggal……

last saturday i went to psychiatric ward to accompany aziah preparing case for her cp. nak dijadikan cerita in front of mobile suddenly i lost control of my car….my car was swung right n left….. takut giler!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i thought maybe i drove to fast then i slowered my spped and continue my journey…. immediately when i sampai at the ward i gave my father a call and walked around the car to check for the tyres….. i had no idea at the moment what was going on….. i asked my father whether was it due to balancing or what as both of my front tyre were ok….. tgh cakap2 an….. guess what? i noticed that the back tyre at the right side was pancit….. i told my father i found the culprit and hang off the phone…. when azi came i said that we better go clerk 1st and change it after that… while taking all the stuff needed the ambulans driver asked me whether i got spare tyre or not…. luckly i got…. he helped ,e to change the tyre for free….. thanks pakcik…. after clerking azi and i went tour seremban to look for kedai tyre…. do u know what is the most weirdo thing in seremban? yup… most of the shops are closed on weekend… therefore we had to really opened our eyes to look for it….. and at last we found one… they helped to tampal the tyre which kos me rm6 (fuh nasib baik murah) and rechannge the tyre for free…… actually if the ambulance driver didnt help me i dont know what i m going to do…. i know how to change it but i dont have the confident to do so

tadi after plenary we were chatting with each other….. and fadzil said that so poor my ayah to have a daughter like me…. sometimes it comes across my mind…. is it true? huhuhuhu….hahhahahaah….. kadang2 kesian gak with my ayah…. especially recently….. when all stupid2 things happened to me…nak marah kang aku lari dari umah (gaya cakap mcm pernah buat jer)…. so what else to do? laugh jer laaa…. yup….. that what my father did….. it sounds weird but it is true…. when i stepped on my labtop, my car involved in accident, i bang his car at tembok while reversed it, dropped my pda n again langgar devider with his car…. hahahaaha nothing he can do except laughing…. so kesian….. although i feel so lucky to have him as my father, but sometimes i feel sorry for him to have me as his daughter…. i feel that he deserves to have a normal (normal not mentally challenge like me) daughter like other fathers in this world…. hehhehehehe… but ALLAH knows what is the best for His creature…. lets imagine if i m someone’s else daughter and all these happen to me what will my father do? laugh? no lah it is either he kill me or he kill himself hhahahhahaha… love u AYah…..

wawawa akhirnya dunia kembali ceria… last week i got my labtop back… and yeah absolutely i faced difficulty using microsoft word 2007 at first and shall i say still face difficulty in using that programme?…. however the most important is my labtop look new and it is in good condition… ni kalo track in mau RM3K dalam tangan… hahahahhaa…. my binbin? firstly it is known as cici right now…(my father ask me to change it’s name….)… secondly, it has recovered hahaahah mcm demam lak…. hahahaaha… ALhamdulillah now aku dah blh drive balik my cici… jimat sikit duit fuel… kalo tak nak merayap pun kena fikir duit fuel… mahal wei nak compare kancil and satria…. oklah maybe kancil tak glamour…. tp bagi aku mana lagi kereta yang boleh jimat minyak macam kancil? tjk kat aku… kalo keta yang guna tenaga solar tu jangan ler compare..or nak compare taxi yang guna gas tu… i mean petrol kkkk…. so basicly as a student ngan kewangan bulanan aku yang limited ni kancil is the best…(limited? bukan MARA dah bg extra RM200 ker…? kuang kuang kuang…..) pe lagi? ooo yang paling best la ni aku declare war ngan doctor family aku… yelah tak co-operate langsung bila aku nak minta buat attachment masa aku in year 2 and bila nak buat survey banyak lak cikadak dier… so aku pun gi clinic yang terima aku buat attachment dulu.. known as Klinik Rengit… n that doktor ingat aku lagi… so nak dijadikan citer, kitorang bual2 n he asked me bout my study n a few thing bout clinical things… nak tahu chief complain aku per? hahahha tahi hidung aku dah start warna hijau hahaha selekeh kan… yelah nak ckp hingus or phlegm benda tu tak cair… aduh awatnya aku nak exlain kat korang hah? so dier pun suluh lah hidung aku..nasib baik before masuk aku dah clean up my lubang hidung… (hello huzaifah hussin … selekeh yer anda)… so dier just nampak my engorged turbinate jer…. hahhahaha…. so dier tanya aku lagi whether aku nak ubat untuk eczema n contact dermatitis aku… but aku cakap no thanks… yelah takut wei kang masuk ubat2 tu aku kena bayar more than rm50 mana aku nak korek duit….  so nak dipendekkan citer masa nak bayar tu as one of the staff know me already dier tak terangkan apa2 pun..siap cakp kat kawan dier lagi budak ni bakal doktor tahu ler dier ubat2 apa ni… aku gelak jer… doktor tu bagi ubat corticosteroid, anti histamine and antibiotic… (so budak2 medic… what is ur diagnosis?)…. n akak tu ckap doktor charge aku RM15 jer… wawa murah tu…. hahahaha tapi next time takderlah dier nak bagi murah…. sekali jer la kan… banyak2 kang bankrupt lak…. hahahahaha….. tapi serius aku respect maut kat doktor tuan haji maarof tu…. dier punya layanan as a doktor n ptt really bagus… n mulai hari ni aku nak gi citu jer hahahaa…..

korang aku rasa aku tengah depression kot hahahah….. mesti korang tak caya kan…. yelah cuba list down all malapetaka yang melanda hidup aku… ops aku lupa nak inform the whole world that even my father’s car pun aku ranapkan… twice lak tu… first masa aku ngundur… luckly just scratches second on the way to imu aku terlanggar divider and calar lah depan keta ayah aku… to make my life more and more miserable my PDA drop and skrin die pecah and cant start at all… huhuhu…. and aku rasa ini semua disebabkan aku tak fokus ngan apa yang aku buat….i m so lucky sebab parent aku paham ngan ketidakseimbangan otak aku yang parah ni… huhuhuhu so bila aku cakap ngan ayah aku aku scratch keta dier kat tembok dier gelak jer.. yelah nak marah pun buang air liur jer…. and when aku cakap aku pecahkan PDA aku ayah aku just suruh beli PDA baru… tapi aku taknak… fobia doh… so now aku takder PDA … which make mylife totally weird and difficult… so maybe aku beli gak kot dalam satu dua minggu lagi.. tengoklah… hish perabihkan duit mak bapak jekan aku ni…. however my labtop dah ok… tengah nak reformat so that unnecessary icon blh terbuang dari labtop aku… hahhahahaha…..