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exam lagi sebulan… tapi banyak lagi yang aku tak cover up… dengan family problem yang tak tercapai akalku ni buat aku lagi penat…. tak fikir salah nak fikir pun dah tak larat nak buat bodoh kang bodoh betul2 kang naya aku…. tu lah susahnya bile kita beargelar keluarga huzai… hehehe apa aku melalut ni

imu pun satu terlalu exam orientate … hem word yang aku belajar kat imu… paham2 jelar aku ni pemalas buka kamus…. boleh tak kalo tak yah exam every months…. nak muntah aku dgn exam… minta dijauhkan lak aku naik malas ngan exam… hem belajar malas, jawab exam dah muak so apa yang aku nak buat?

kahwin kot best? tapi kahwin lagi susah.. nak cari laki yang boleh buat laki.. pastu nak masak nak basuh baju nak kemas umah nak beranak.. beranak ok lagi nak mengandung tu dah lah bawak lesung batu 2 biji ke hulur hilir aduh sakit pinggangaku… so tak nak kahwinlah…

habis tu nak buat apa? boleh tak tidur jer seumur hidup? masa tidur tak yah pikir apa2… sebab tu lah akhir2 ni aku rajin tidur.. lantak lar orang fikir apa… tapi system badan aku dah terlalu exhausted dgn semua ni… so aku nak tidur….

alhamdullillah everything goes fine….

it is just like a miracle…

everything happened in my family seemed like a dream… a film story….

it shows that ALLAH still love us especilally my dad…

lately he was so sad…

now he is happy and yeah more healthier than ever…

i hope it will continue…

i pray to god that plzz give us a happy life and no more big obstacle…

my father is old enough same with my mom…

hopefully the later years would be the most precious time in our life…

we re not totally move to a new house, it seems like we have another house to stay…. although the house is quite nice but honestly it will not or should i say will never be same like our house… actually we rent a house around kajang and cheras…. therefore we can gather anytime and whenever we want… as all of my sisters have their own life and carrier, my father thinks that the best solution for us…. and i think he’s rite…. my elder sister can just drop by whenever she want… thus we started to have our family day which is saturday when everyone are going back home and eat together…. and most important thing is we can guide our parents’ health… actually my father’s heart isn’t in the great condition. his mitral valve is block and at the same time the flap is loosening… although my mother dm is under control but still she need insulin for the rest of her life…

this sunday we are planning for a picnic at terolak and i really hope that it is on… absolutely, i dont want my sacrifaction not to join the msoc camping wasted just like that..