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jendul @ pendek….

nama kucing aku yang baru je pulang ke rahmatullah last thursday…

jendul tu nama mak aku bagi(mix persian)..nick dier jen…(cian mak mesti rindu nak panggil jen lagi..)

pendek lak aku yang bagi sebab dia punya kaki pendek….

sedih..?

mestilah… she is the best cat that i ever had…

setiap pagi pantang mak buka pintu dapur berdesup dia lari terus cari aku… nak kejutkan tuan dia bgn subuh… yang pasti bila si pendek ni dah datang terpaksa ler aku bangun…(geli weh tergesel2)…

yang menariknya ttg si pendek, dia ni manja n loyal.. kalo aku jalan mesti dia follow kat belakang… kalo aku kat dapur tlg mak dia pun nak tolong sama… tapi dia mana ada tgn..

one more thing, kalo aku lepak dpn tv mulalah dia mengacau nak tidur kat aku…. masalahnya dia tak nak tidur sebelah aku tapi nak tidur kat lengan aku… (banyak cantik!!!!!!!!!)

kenangan paling kelakar….? satu hari tu dia nakal sgt so mak aku pun serkup dgn tudng saji(x hygiene langsung),tapi mls nak tlg biar jadi pengajaran… aku pun sambung baca komik kat bilik,n honestly terlupa jap ttg dia.. tub3x aku dengar dia mengiau kuat gak…haha rupanya dia dah ada depan bilik dgn tudung saji sekali..sah mintak aku tlg selamatkan hahaahahhaa……

saat dia paling benci aku…? confirm waktu nak mandi….. tak pun waktu dia msk terkedek2 dari luar n aku notice ada stool lagi kat bulu dia(bulu panjang sangat)… so apa lagi ambil shampoo cat with tuala….time to bath…

sebln cuti after eos 3 aku ngan dier rapat sgt yelah aku mana ada adik… so bila aku blk kl aku terlupa nak say goodbye kat dier… esoknya pagi aku dapat call from my ayah..jendul berak atas katil…. hahaha… actually pagi tu as routine dia msk blk nsk kejut aku, tapi tgk atas katil aku takder… berkali2 dia pusing dalam blk tu… geram kot so dier passed motion atas katil(memberontak tu)

that’s it la… malas nak ingat kenangan sedih…

i miss her…

senyum seindah suria

yang membawa bahagia

senyumlah dari hati

duniamu berseri

senyum umpama titian

dalam kehidupan

kau tersenyum kutersenyum

kemesraan menguntum

senyum…kepada semua

senyumanmu amatlah berharga

senyum….. membahagiakan

dengan senyuman terjalinlah ikatan…..

hem let we talk bout senyum

apahal ler manusia kat IMU ni terlalu lokek ngan senyuman

alright memang ler when different gender senyum at us kita rasa aku punya hidung tercicir ker…or aku ni cantik sangat ker(perasan la tu..)

tapi kalo sesama girl pun payah nak senyum something wrong somewhere…..

sebenarnya senyuman tu datangnya dari hati

kita tak perlukan hati seputih kapas baru terbentuk senyuman…..

tapi ia hadir dalam hati yang IKHLAS

bagaimana kita ikhlas macam tu la senyuman kita…

kita tak payah nak minum satu jag air gula to make our smile sweet…

apa lah susahnya nak senyum ?

we just need satu muscle jer…

lagi susah nak masam we need about 99 muscles (hem lebih kurang ler)

tapi bagi budak2 pompuan IMU muslimah sejati….

senyuman umpama dosa besar masuk neraka….

apahal?

macam lah korang cantik sangat…

korang tak rasa ker bila korang senyum even when u r really stess out sedih ker per ker, tiba2 korang happy balik….?

cuba korang fikir…

korang bakal bergelar DOKTOR…

i am very sure ramai ler pesakit korang yang sakit tenat terus meninggal….

kadang2 kira rasa ala senyuman… ada apa dengan senyuman….

it’s mean a lot dude…..

i mean it….

to all MUSLIMAT IMU

tolonglah

senyuman tu sedekah beb….

sekali sekala nak masam tu aku paham doh

tapi kalo dah seumur hidup dok masam

semua orang jelak ler

last netball match yang aku main dari bismillah till sodaqallah when i was in form 2, i played as goal attacker… hem quite a talented shooter what… n we won 1st place for that…. i really had fun… nobody yell or scolded me on the field and yeah i had fun….

i did play at kisas but just for friendship match with yayasan selangor, kuim to represent my course.however i didn’t play well and kept on pancit and gave up….. honestly usually i was too nervous to play… although i practised hard but it was useless as i started to have palpitation and loss focuse on the match day

i always hope that i could create a miracle and be like myself when i was in form 2…. VERY BRAVE AND SPIRITUAL….

AND i did it again… last sunday when i went down just to have nasi lemak for my breakfast suddenly they ask me to participate in the imu cup. i changed to my tracksuit and played with them…. for the 1st game i played as WA, my best position but i only can really adapt with it on the second half and we lose 5-6. the rest of the match i played as wing deffender…. the post which i hate most… but as what kak shake told me as long as u want to jump and run u can play every post other than shooter….

it was really amazing as i really play it, enjoy it, and i dont even scare or felt inferior to my oppenent… hem i am going to be myself again…?

forgot to inform that i manage to be 1st runner up but they fail to win the match as before..(can u undersatand)

as a malay we cannot run from the phrase badi mayat….

yeah rite at first i never belive on it…

i thought it is one of the annemisme(wrong spell laaa)

as there is no recognization in science so i just kick it out of my life…

but now i will tell u what is badi is actually….

when we were born we born with a jin called QARIN

(hem as A MUSLIM u have to believe of it)

and when we die this jin will get out from our body and disturbes someone who is weak spiritually or physically…

symptoms like we keep on remember the corpse, lethargy pale and etc….

and when this happen what we suppose to do is look for a alim ulama who treat people with AL-QURAN and ask them for the remedy….

believe it or not QARIN and BADI is exist….